Wow...it's been a super long time since I posted...+15 for embarrisment huh, Jay?

   Well...I have to say that I have gone zen on this Mutha' fukin' thing called life. I have had ups and downs more times than the elevator in a cripple convention, but just like the song says,"Don't worry, we'll all float on all right." I almost didn't get into E3, but then my confermation came the other day. Can't wait. Then there is always my non-existent luck with women, which may or may not be on the rise. Good times... See you in another two months or so...

it's on b!tches.

Break is officially on. It's sunday night and I have alot to do in one week. I have a big roller disco to go to on Friday night. I have to work that night though. fun fun. I have all week to get my costume together. I'm going to be an asian cowboy. THAT'S RIGHT! i said asian cowboy. fun fun. I'm planning to call chuck and anwar. try to get the boys together and really get some work done for the GDSA. I might hang out with my current interest from work too. if not during the week, than at least at the disco. Speaking of the disco...any of you who saw me on the floor at the upallnight can attest to my skillz...i be da sh!t. THAT'S RIGHT! i said sh!t.

 I can't believe how well things look from where I'm sitting right now... I may be in for a huge disaster to come into my life. let's hope not. my world is pretty good right now.

        Well, it's tuesday. finals are next week. Feelin' the squeeze. Can't wait to go on spring break. I'm pissed that the GDSA is on hiatis due to finals. I wish we could just get the club to the point where it would run independant of any one person.

        I'm going to see my cousin David today. I can't wait to see how well he's doing now. I let him borrow all of my Hellboy paperbacks. I hope he liked them. He seemed to be into Blade of the Immortal. I hope my brother is there. I have't seen him in a week and a half. 

        THe only class I'm worried about is Computer Paint. Wierd that the class I had the least trouble with all quarter is now the one I'm most worried about passing. The instructer is requiring that we all do staryboards and a short film exibiting our knowledge of After Effects. Yehaw.

        I'm still on the look-out for female company of romantic nature. Still thinking about a girl I work with. Maybe. She goes to the highschool I went to for a year in order to graduate. (Damn California state law). I think she's looking for something other than me though. whatever.

Bueanos Tiempos

 I am an unfeeling juggernaut. I have no human compassion left in me. My cousin david was in a car accident about a week and a half ago. He was in a coma and was looking at a long recovery and possible complications. I haven't even gone to see him since the accident. The night of the accident my brother pissed me off by suggesting that I go home while everyone else stayed with Dave and supported each other. It really made me mad. My brother hit a cord that he should know is sensative. When he moved out about 3 years ago, he started getting closer and closer to my cousins who he know lives with. Now, it feels like I don't have a brother at all.

Am I being too imature? I mean, I could easily see myself at fault, but at the same time, I feel justified. Whatever. you always hurt the ones you love, right? 

Just kidding. I hate myself.

P.S. went to a party last night. it blew, but ended up going to get pho' with Jay and my friend Will The Amazin' Asian. good times.